I was listening to the radio yesterday morning and the radio host said that yesterday was the most depressing day of the year. It didn’t hit me yesterday but for some reason it really hit me today. Do you ever have those days when you can’t get motivated and when everyone you see around you is moving forward, doing great things and you feel like you are standing still? That is how I felt today.
Right before I leave for the day I usually hit the bathroom. TMI I know, but here’s the point… the best view I get each day is out the window of the bathroom. I see some of the more exciting views of the sky. Today I saw not only great clouds and colors but also a rainbow. That made me feel like there was a little ray of light, my ray of hope. I also realized that heading home after a day of work and looking forward to seeing my girls is my real ray of hope. I know that I’m working to give them a better life and that I can’t give up on that dream. So for now I tough it out, suck it up, stop whining… call it what you will.
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